Countdown To The NCLEX

For those of you that don’t know what the NCLEX is, it is a giant test that stands between you and your dream of being a nurse.  It is a test to verify that you have enough knowledge in that pretty little noggin’ of yours to provide safe and quality care to your patients.  It is a test that is the real finish line in … Continue reading Countdown To The NCLEX

Do Not Let That Monster Out

I wonder sometimes   How you smile throughout the day   As you live in your façade   Preaching for others to live their life   As you flaunt yours   But   Do not forget that I know   What lies beneath your skin   I know the creature being held back   By your dental veneer jail cell   The beautiful smile you … Continue reading Do Not Let That Monster Out

All Of A Sudden I Hear Your Voice

Flipping through the stationary pictures Smelling the dress you left behind Reading the words you left on paper Collecting the scraps of what is left of you All of a sudden I hear your voice Radiating from the pinpoint speakers of my phone I hear your laughter I hear you giggle Tears streamed from my eyes But I must say It was such a Treat … Continue reading All Of A Sudden I Hear Your Voice

He Is My Full Moon, He shines Bright For Me

“Masochist!” you scream It’s the only definition you could think of For the reason she stays there, Unmoved “Must be some kind of pleasure she gets” You think, “to be teased as she does” You watch her Looking up at the dreams she has built Heart growing with each pump Practically glowing from her chest As she awaits the arrival Only to watch it be … Continue reading He Is My Full Moon, He shines Bright For Me

Pit In My Stomach, Where It Seems My Heart Has found a New Home

Those moments reappear at times the most unexpected -Driving -Singing Like being hit by a semi Heart drops Tear drops Pit in my stomach Where it seems my heart Has found a new home She likes to find herself On this trampoline That feeling Flying And the loss of ground while falling Up Down Up Down Each time breaking Little tears Mini scars Myocarditis Heart … Continue reading Pit In My Stomach, Where It Seems My Heart Has found a New Home

What I Really Wish, Is To Have You

Finally unpacking my life from April   Going through the nik-naks   Smelling your favorite dress   With no hint of you left on it   Just the aroma of packing boxes   Hint of dust   Filtering among the cherished   And the heartbroken   Pictures that I saw the day we laid you to rest   Evidence that you loved us all so … Continue reading What I Really Wish, Is To Have You

She Told Me To Love Myself For Who I Am

“she was my best friend, nobody knew me down to the depths of my soul like she did and no one knew her as much as I did.  If she came to visit me after death, I would know.  If she wanted me to know something, she would find a way to tell me.  If she wanted to be near me, I would feel her.  There is no possible way that her spirit could be near me without me knowing.” Continue reading She Told Me To Love Myself For Who I Am